I need your help to choose for me which is nice? Since my company is having dinner and dance and the theme is 'Around the World'.. I know, I prefer just a simple dress.. Around the world jugak pe. So please, help which is much more appropriate? Or should I check for others?
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Suddenly I have this bad cravings for:
Urgh!!! Saliva flowing endlessly..
Oooh talking bout food, believe me or not I've never tasted Arnold's before. I know.. How sad. Neither do I had a chance to dine in a Sushi restaurant. So outdated sey aku. I saw one of this colleague wearing this nice pump shoes. Its at Ruby or Rubbi at ION and its very cheap. I want to go! I need pump shoes. I had enough of heels eversince the office change its policy. I need slippers. Mine da lame dibuang. I need this I need that.. Blablablablabla the list goes on.. I miss my friends.. Very much : ..(
I am so random I know so what.
First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IBU MERTUAKU (huahuahua.. not official yet).
and
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD FAIZ BIN HASHIM.
May they both be blessed with happiness and wealth.
So Friday,
Worked from 9am to 6pm at office then continue at Cathay till 3am. Friday the 13th isnt it. Well during our working time, Cineleisure had a black out. So I was like 'YEAH!!!!!'. But then, the crowd all came surrounding our box office. It was chaos. Like people buying tickets for a concert. All asking questions which I cant answer. I can even play with the torchlight infront of the customers and goes 'ooooh SCARY!!!!'. Friday the 13th what. So obviously the movies some got delayed. When the electricity is on, woah the crowd.. Pening! Faint! Pengsan!
Saturday,
Worked at basement with the new staff. From 11.30am to 12am. I saw lots of the long lost people. Friends. Alot. Iran came down to eat together with me during my break. Ate at the Kopitiam and I'm back to work while he went back home.
Sunday,
Off, met Shasha at CCK Mrt to meet the SAM Karaoke crew at Woodlands. At first I saw a green and white group of riders. Walked closer, and its DNS. Saw Kitt, Aleph, Bob, Pendos, talked to them for awhile and then sat with the SAM crew. After it all ended, it rained and all of us went back in Bapak's (Iran's dad) lorry. Well the rest sat behind and got wet while I sat infront with the ehem-ehem 'in-laws'. Actually they wanted to talk to me about something so its private. Shhh...
At home, the girls prepared the food in the kitchen. Ibu was all so kanchong that she eventually keep on calling me Afique while Afique keep on replying to her. When I asked her where's the laddle she goes 'ar tu amek dlm sluar yasser'... WTH! Its funny when she got all mixed up with all the names and places. So anyway, supposingly celebrating Ibu's bdae but the plan is somehow I dunnoe, like no plan like that, Iran and me went out together with Yas and Shasha. Well Yas dropped us at Northpoint while he sent Shasha home while Iran and me went to Town. It was the best, funniest day with Iran.
I LOVE HIM LA..
Bird please send him the message that I love him by shitting on his head.
Year 2006
Year 2007
Year 2008
Oooh I wanna cry looking at these pictures.. I miss life!!!
Now in 2009
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Hahahaha.. Perasan jubo sey Zie..
This movie.. Wahlauwei.. Affected me till I dreamt bout it. Damn scary, good movie. But but it seems that DVD and movie have different ending. My ending was, Katie went back to the bedroom with the knife and rock herself thru and fro for 1 whole day and the next night till her friend came and saw the body downstairs but didnt try to find Katie who is upstairs and ran out and few minutes police came in to find Katie and when she about to went over to the police holding the knife still saying 'Micah Micah', the police shot her cause she's holding a weapon. Lastly, they displayed words and pictures stating, 'Dedicated to Micah and Katie'.
As for my friend, her ending was, Katie threw the body at the camera.
Mane satu betol ni!!
Main2 eh!
This is true story or not ar? I googled it and found out that it was an acting to make it into a movie.
Whatever it is. I love the movie. Seram giler awak!
I want to let Iran watch it. Kite watch again together gether k baby.. Oh syg baby.. LOL... Stop it eh aku.
I actually forced my dad to watch it with me. After the movie, I told the parents not to lock their room and I didnt lock mine too. Haha not penakot eh.. Nak protect my parents. Manela tahu ade bende kacau they all, I can get my camera and record. Haha.. Skali betol2 ade, mencacah aku.
I used to swore not to fall over again. I've spent too long observing. Negative thoughts always cross my mind. Even if I do cross path with the good one, I still thought he's just the same.
From the first time I knew Iran, to me theres nothing special bout him. To me he's just a guy. No diff to any other. I dont believe in falling too soon.
However, somehow, I did made myself committed to him. Others advised me, ' How long do you want to observe?' 'How long do you want to stay single?'. I hated that questions. I mean whats wrong in being single? Guys are just jerks. Obviously, I do not go to the same sex type. I'm straight. Duh!
Its been almost 5months now. I'm happy as till now. He's the best that I can get. Though I still think its too early to comment. He may be good now. Might never know he might be one of the worst too. Hopefully not. Scared as it is since I've experienced shit love life before and those shits include a 'good guy' too. Remember the jerk? Ah dont bother to mention his name. Yes, I still hate that jerk and though its been 2 yrs plus, I still wont acknowledge him. Though his friends told me that its all history still they dont know what he did, those stories he told his friends bout me. No matter how much his friends ask me to befriend with him like how we used to be, never, never will.
After him, I got myself acquainted with diff guys, diff characters, much much more worst. Till I know how their lies goes about. Certain acquaintences, we ended up being friends and they share bout their life. Some just want girls for the sake of fun, some go for looks, some go for money. Those guys who became my friend advise me alot. Special thanks to Mas, Wan, and blablabla.
So afterwhich I do fell for someone in between. Thats just another part of the story. That is another history. Iran however, as we got closer and I knew him deeper, I realised, he is diff in some ways. Its unexpected but still I hope I chose the right path.
So well, as what I know now my world revolves around Iran. No one else but Iran. Slowly, I'm falling in deeper. I love you Syahiran Abdul Samad. But sometimes I hate myself being jealous over nothing. Maybe we might end up being husband and wife. (ok over eh berangan). Maybe our path may stop halfway. But I believe in fate. Theres a reason to everything.
How we knew each other? Lets just save that story.
What a mushy post. Nak muntah, muntah je la. I love my boy devil.!
BOY DEVIL AND BABY MANJA FOREVER AND EVER!
Long love BOY DEVIL AND BABY MANJA!!!
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Btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAFFRI A.K.A JAP!
First of all, HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO NURUL JANNAH!
I miss you babe! I miss us! May you succed in life and achieve all your dreams. Love you GF!
Friday Iran fetched me at Tiong Bahru. Well I was with the classmates when he shot an idea of searching for each other ourselves inside the mall. In the end we saw each other at the escalator. So feeling2 drama jepun kononnye.
Besides hugging and kisses after 2 weeks plus of not seeing each other, he gave me a gift of chocs.. Aww.. Supposingly there's a flower attached to it but he explained that the flower had been crushed by the MRT sliding door. Hahaha.. Well I dont expect that. But its funny.
So we watched Jennifer's body and off to meet dad at Pioneer. Yes he spent the night at my place for conservative 3 days 2 nights. Best or wat! Plus Big bro and Irna joined in too. Perfect family potrait.
First day, (Friday night),
Waited for Big bro and had supper at singgah Selalu. Big feast I must say and Iran had to finish most of the food and he's damn bloated I tell you. Kesian but good la biar gemok!
Head home, the parents slept upstairs with Razif while the couple slept altogether in the hall. Mcm da kawin gituk eh visit mak bapak.
2nd Day, (Saturday),
Woke up early, helped mum to prepare the food and got ready for SWIMMING at the waterfall. Cold or wat. I was literally shivering the whole time. I'm so tired to explain in details. Let the pictures talk.
Afterwhich we proceed for shopping at Pasar Pandan and supper. Again, Iran had to finish most of the food. Walked around and my eyes do caught few stuff to buy but then again I will always say another day.
3rd day (Sunday),
Had breakfast at home. Well Iran and me had to cook for them. So after that, went to Aeon and to KipMart. Lastly had supper near my place.
At 12am, Big bro, Irna and Iran went back home while I stay. Urgh I miss Jurong seriously! I miss my bedroom and those walls. It was a nice gathering and happy happy days.
So well got to go now. Till again when I'm not lazy..
Btw I hate my hair cos its getting longer and thick and boringly black. I miss my life, how I used to be back then. How I was being really myself, dont care about others as to what I want to do with my hair, fashion or whatsoever. Sadly, I hate looking at my old pics. I was thin. Now I gained weight like wtf la. I hate to complained about being fat and all. But lately I know how weight do have an impact. No wonder most girls always complained. I know how you guys feel. I feel you.
Good bye.
What a day to start off in the train.
Train was packed as usual in the morning since everybody is boarding for work. Those who rush in to get a seat. Its hilarious sometimes.
Well what happened today was, I was seating reading my book. At one of the station, a lady beside me stood up ready to alight. This one guy standing infront of her, walked towards the seat and I think that his body weight is just too heavy for him to balance perhaps, he slided on one side, his big ugly butt sat ontop of my shoulder and next thing I knew, he nearly sat on me. The weight, my goodness, heavier than a pig. What an unlucky morning to have his butt on me. Guess what, when I turned, he suddenly closed his eyes to sleep. Urgh!! That means he just rush for the seat because he wants to SLEEP! Besarkan tido je! WTH! From then, I was being squashed in the middle. Tido da la mcm berok. Black dog bone tol!
Luckily the rest of the day went well. When will my laptop be back. I miss surfing the net and chittychittybangbang online. How I wish I'm an American or European so that I can live luxuriously in Singapore. I want to go on Cruise. I want to explore the world. Snap! Come back to reality.
GO BACK TO WORK ZIE!
It has been some time now. Post without any images just feel so boring. Lately, lazy to snap any pics. Its been 2 weeks I last met with Syahiran Abd Samad. Obviously miss him like crazy.
Life been a-ok. Mas just smsed me this 'S.O.M.B.O.N.G'... You wait eh Mas!
Hmm just what should I rant about. I just hate it whenever I have the urge to blog I just go blank.
Yesterday, I switched on my old tak guna hp and listened to its MP3 and slowly browsed thru the pictures inside. Didnt realise I spent hours browsing and staring at each one of those 'perasan jambu' of mine photos. And the songs. Those familiar songs. Oh I miss memories.
Girls are prone to gossips. There will be girls talk and of course guys talks. But guys talks seriously sometimes just like disgusting telling their friends about their sex life with their partners. The size of their partner tits and how horrible/sexy their partners are. Seriously, it might just be some entertainment to them but to think on the other part, its a way of embarassing your partner. Oh furthermore, guys just love gossips. Kalah pompan you! Lagi2 yang mcm paham 'warak' but then again, setahu saya org 'warak' tak suke masok campor hal org pe. Citer Panas! Panas!! Well feel the pinch? Whoever feels it, I dun give a fucking care. I dont mind people business if people dun mind mine. Easier to be said, mirror yourself before potraying others. Eee tak malu nye kalau kulit org tu da setebal kulit babi hutan. So sad... Seriously, I had enough being silence and people jokingly giving lame jokes but it aint funny, moreover when the jokes comes from an ugly person, lagi TURN OFF!!!
Its November. How time flies.
Someone just sneeze without closing the mouth and says 'God Bless'. Oh for godsake, please bless her mouth from spreading germs.
Tsk!
From this day onwards, I've decided to list a few things to ammend in life, in everything else.
I will draw a line to friendship. I will not let myself nor even others to be close. Theres no more like sister-love or friendship forever. Cause I believe in my life theres a few very few whom I called real friends. Money issues shoudnt involve friends cause they will lose friends in split seconds. Family problems will not be disclose to friends anymore.
Money Kills. Such a killer.
Being rich or happy or excitement is just temporary. When life falls upon you, you will start to realise. I did. Which somehow puts me to avoid enjoyment and reach for something within my own grip. Of course, I do need to enjoy life once in a while otherwise I will be that boring person. Which I tink I am right now.
I dont believe in words. Be it from she or he. After long observing life being revolve around me, words kills too. Its hard to find the truth. Till now I still have a hard time in trusting people, even the close ones.
I'm a kind who will have a hard time to express myself to others. Even when times are bad. I'm the person who keeps things to myself and only certain will see it thru me. Certain.
From now onwards, Friends just be normal Friends. Dont come to me when you in need of money cause I realise theres just no one who will be there when you need them the most. I am Bad now. Well who cares. Still, I care for my close ones.
On a brighter lighter note,
HAPPY 22nd to YUNIRA B.A.M.
We've grown up never fail to wish each other every year. May you reach your happiness and the life full of laughters and love.
Not to forget,
I miss SYAHIRAN ABD SAMAD. He may not be perfect but he's the best that I can get. :)
Well theres still a good side of me. But but I'm still good just that I have that teeny weeny rough side when I talk or joke. Furthermore, I'm having PMS now. No wonder.
Oh btw, guys..
Its such a shame to spread stories and being nosy in people's life. What a sad thing when a gossip started from a guy himself. Ish! Ish! What a pity.. Brush up on your on life rather than trying to find faults cause in the end, you're just a laughing stock. A big HAHAHA for you sucker.
