Wednesday, (25 November 2009),

As planned, the colleagues decided to have dinner cum shopping together at Bugis. Seoul Garden it is. The night, full of laughter. Hard laughter that I eventually cried. Haha.. AKu kan emotional shit, happy sgt sampai nanges. So we ate like bapak babi. With our formal wear and heels and kids attitude = tak tahu ape nak ckp.

Then, we proceed to walk around to look for dress for our Dinner and Dance. First it was Hypnosis, tried one of the dress. It was nice and simple but the tengah2 part is like mintak org selop gitukan. Takle takle. Atleast the one who keep on going in the fitting room, in the end it was Fizah who bought something from there.

After that, we went to Bugis Street. Finally I got the dress. Everyone in the shop was like entertaining me with all dresses. Good service. Plus murah you! 35bucks.. hehe duit Iran. *giving flying kiss to Iran*.

For Fizah, she was stucked in a shop of this super irritating shop owner. A guy who claimed that he's a gay but going to get married to a woman. Like huh?? So? He can even said that 'I dont want people to look awful wearing my dress.' Please lor. You dress was like so common. We can get it anywhere.

So anyway, we got tired of walking in heels. We sat and crapped and hailed a cab home.

So tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji,

Is a sad thing that Grandma is no longer around. Though its been months, I still cant believe she's gone. Too much memories. Certain times, I do thought of her. I miss her.

Nenek, Slamat Hari Raya Haji Nek. May she be in good place. May she be placed among the good ones. I miss you so much. A thought of you makes me cry. I love you I love you I love you.. :....(

Before I forget,

On Friday,

My work start at 6pm. So to kill time, I went to town alone to walk around Ion for my pump shoes. I was alone so I decided to just shop with Iran the next day.

On my way, I walked along Orchard Road towards Cineleisure. It was outside Taka when one China guy stopped me for a survey. Well I did stop and as I was doing the survey, I realised its about Christianity. This had been my 3rd time being stopped like this. Last two had a good debate and harsh words from me. So well, I knew what will come next from his mouth. He started talking bout 'Father' 'Mother' 'Bible'. All I answered was 'I dont know'. I purposely decided to listen to what he wanted to say but all the words just goes out from one ear to one ear. When until he invited me to whatever talk or what about the bible. So I replied kindly saying, 'Sorry, I'm not interested' plus with a smile. He stopped me and continue to persuade. When his persuasion suddenly turn me off.

How could he asked me, 'Muhammad has long been dead, why do Islam still exist?'

So I asked him back, 'Then why is there Christianity too?'

This is how the conversation goes, along the debate, a lady, which I believed is his colleague, came beside him trying to support him.

Him: 'Christianity is not important, the bible is.'

Me: 'As much as you believe your bible is true and important, I have my Quran and I believe in it.'

Him: 'Do you know that Bible and Quran is the same?'

Me: 'I dunnoe and I dont care cos I dont read bible. I believe there's opposites.

Him: 'How do you know its different? Bible is important.'

Me: 'Like I said, I dont read bible. I dont mean to be rude. I believe everybody have their own religion and beliefs and I respect that. I expect you to respect my religion and beliefs and not to persuade me to attend all this kind of shits. I have friends of different races and we respected each other. Why should I spend my time reading the bible which is not in my belief. Might as well I spend my time reading my Quran. People like you are the one who created wars and racists. Sorry, I'm not interested and I dont read bible'

Him: 'Ok thank you'

Me: (Gave a sarcastic smile and walk off).

Seriously, I dont understand why are they so desperate to persuade people to join them. To believe in one religion is of from own will. World. How can ever there be world peace if things like this exist.

So Friday and Saturday,

Work as usual.

Sunday was love day. Met my Ayam Jantan at 2pm plus at City Hall and off to Paya Lebar, hailed a cab to Ubi for Rizal's wedding. Actually this Rizal, I knew him from MSN last 4yrs ago. During that time, he was in search for a job so I helped to pass his resume to one of my multiply friend. So yeah our friendship continues till years passed when I got to know he has a friend who worked at Cathay too. Moving on, met Zairi and Rini and we went to the wedding together. Ate, congratulate the groom which initially Zairi congratulated for me and off we went.

Iran and me proceed to Town to collect our movie tickets that will start at 6.40pm. While wasting time, we walked around Heeren then went to Ion to search for my pump shoes at Rubi Shoes. Reached there, fuh! Kecoh. I was literally like org jakon going here and there having a hard time choosing my shoes and Iran can eventually tolerate with my nonsense. Furthermore when he asked, 'Mane lagi you suke?' and I answered 'Semua I suke'. He replied, 'Ar amek la semua.' His natural response was fucking funny. So yeah tried here and there, got myself 2 shoes and bought for Shasha's too since its her birthday. Went back to Cineleisure for 2012. 2 1/2 hrs movie. Ended at 9 plus close to 10, walked to Dhoby Ghaut when we bumped into Zurah and Yusman. Talked talked talked, had dinner at Mad Jack.

All in all expenses for that one whole day all under Syahiran including my shoes. I've never been pampered like this. I'm one happy little girl! ^.^

Syahiran, thank you! I'm blessed! I love the movie, I love the shoes, I love the dinner. Most of all I love the partner. My hot date for the night, I love you!

Ala Comel anak Samad!

23rd November 2009,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHASHA!

I need your help to choose for me which is nice? Since my company is having dinner and dance and the theme is 'Around the World'.. I know, I prefer just a simple dress.. Around the world jugak pe. So please, help which is much more appropriate? Or should I check for others?

1)

2)

Suddenly I have this bad cravings for:

1. Coffebean - Creamy pasta
2. Banquet - Fried Fish Bee Hoon Soup

Urgh!!! Saliva flowing endlessly..

Oooh talking bout food, believe me or not I've never tasted Arnold's before. I know.. How sad. Neither do I had a chance to dine in a Sushi restaurant. So outdated sey aku. I saw one of this colleague wearing this nice pump shoes. Its at Ruby or Rubbi at ION and its very cheap. I want to go! I need pump shoes. I had enough of heels eversince the office change its policy. I need slippers. Mine da lame dibuang. I need this I need that.. Blablablablabla the list goes on.. I miss my friends.. Very much : ..(

I am so random I know so what.

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IBU MERTUAKU (huahuahua.. not official yet).

and

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD FAIZ BIN HASHIM.

May they both be blessed with happiness and wealth.

So Friday,

Worked from 9am to 6pm at office then continue at Cathay till 3am. Friday the 13th isnt it. Well during our working time, Cineleisure had a black out. So I was like 'YEAH!!!!!'. But then, the crowd all came surrounding our box office. It was chaos. Like people buying tickets for a concert. All asking questions which I cant answer. I can even play with the torchlight infront of the customers and goes 'ooooh SCARY!!!!'. Friday the 13th what. So obviously the movies some got delayed. When the electricity is on, woah the crowd.. Pening! Faint! Pengsan!

Saturday,

Worked at basement with the new staff. From 11.30am to 12am. I saw lots of the long lost people. Friends. Alot. Iran came down to eat together with me during my break. Ate at the Kopitiam and I'm back to work while he went back home.

Sunday,

Off, met Shasha at CCK Mrt to meet the SAM Karaoke crew at Woodlands. At first I saw a green and white group of riders. Walked closer, and its DNS. Saw Kitt, Aleph, Bob, Pendos, talked to them for awhile and then sat with the SAM crew. After it all ended, it rained and all of us went back in Bapak's (Iran's dad) lorry. Well the rest sat behind and got wet while I sat infront with the ehem-ehem 'in-laws'. Actually they wanted to talk to me about something so its private. Shhh...

At home, the girls prepared the food in the kitchen. Ibu was all so kanchong that she eventually keep on calling me Afique while Afique keep on replying to her. When I asked her where's the laddle she goes 'ar tu amek dlm sluar yasser'... WTH! Its funny when she got all mixed up with all the names and places. So anyway, supposingly celebrating Ibu's bdae but the plan is somehow I dunnoe, like no plan like that, Iran and me went out together with Yas and Shasha. Well Yas dropped us at Northpoint while he sent Shasha home while Iran and me went to Town. It was the best, funniest day with Iran.

I LOVE HIM LA..

Bird please send him the message that I love him by shitting on his head.

Year 2006

Year 2007

Year 2008

Oooh I wanna cry looking at these pictures.. I miss life!!!

Now in 2009

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Hahahaha.. Perasan jubo sey Zie..

This movie.. Wahlauwei.. Affected me till I dreamt bout it. Damn scary, good movie. But but it seems that DVD and movie have different ending. My ending was, Katie went back to the bedroom with the knife and rock herself thru and fro for 1 whole day and the next night till her friend came and saw the body downstairs but didnt try to find Katie who is upstairs and ran out and few minutes police came in to find Katie and when she about to went over to the police holding the knife still saying 'Micah Micah', the police shot her cause she's holding a weapon. Lastly, they displayed words and pictures stating, 'Dedicated to Micah and Katie'.

As for my friend, her ending was, Katie threw the body at the camera.

Mane satu betol ni!!

Main2 eh!

This is true story or not ar? I googled it and found out that it was an acting to make it into a movie.

Whatever it is. I love the movie. Seram giler awak!

I want to let Iran watch it. Kite watch again together gether k baby.. Oh syg baby.. LOL... Stop it eh aku.

I actually forced my dad to watch it with me. After the movie, I told the parents not to lock their room and I didnt lock mine too. Haha not penakot eh.. Nak protect my parents. Manela tahu ade bende kacau they all, I can get my camera and record. Haha.. Skali betol2 ade, mencacah aku.

I used to swore not to fall over again. I've spent too long observing. Negative thoughts always cross my mind. Even if I do cross path with the good one, I still thought he's just the same.

From the first time I knew Iran, to me theres nothing special bout him. To me he's just a guy. No diff to any other. I dont believe in falling too soon.

However, somehow, I did made myself committed to him. Others advised me, ' How long do you want to observe?' 'How long do you want to stay single?'. I hated that questions. I mean whats wrong in being single? Guys are just jerks. Obviously, I do not go to the same sex type. I'm straight. Duh!

Its been almost 5months now. I'm happy as till now. He's the best that I can get. Though I still think its too early to comment. He may be good now. Might never know he might be one of the worst too. Hopefully not. Scared as it is since I've experienced shit love life before and those shits include a 'good guy' too. Remember the jerk? Ah dont bother to mention his name. Yes, I still hate that jerk and though its been 2 yrs plus, I still wont acknowledge him. Though his friends told me that its all history still they dont know what he did, those stories he told his friends bout me. No matter how much his friends ask me to befriend with him like how we used to be, never, never will.

After him, I got myself acquainted with diff guys, diff characters, much much more worst. Till I know how their lies goes about. Certain acquaintences, we ended up being friends and they share bout their life. Some just want girls for the sake of fun, some go for looks, some go for money. Those guys who became my friend advise me alot. Special thanks to Mas, Wan, and blablabla.

So afterwhich I do fell for someone in between. Thats just another part of the story. That is another history. Iran however, as we got closer and I knew him deeper, I realised, he is diff in some ways. Its unexpected but still I hope I chose the right path.

So well, as what I know now my world revolves around Iran. No one else but Iran. Slowly, I'm falling in deeper. I love you Syahiran Abdul Samad. But sometimes I hate myself being jealous over nothing. Maybe we might end up being husband and wife. (ok over eh berangan). Maybe our path may stop halfway. But I believe in fate. Theres a reason to everything.

How we knew each other? Lets just save that story.

What a mushy post. Nak muntah, muntah je la. I love my boy devil.!

BOY DEVIL AND BABY MANJA FOREVER AND EVER!

Long love BOY DEVIL AND BABY MANJA!!!

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Btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAFFRI A.K.A JAP!

First of all, HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO NURUL JANNAH!

I miss you babe! I miss us! May you succed in life and achieve all your dreams. Love you GF! 

Friday Iran fetched me at Tiong Bahru. Well I was with the classmates when he shot an idea of searching for each other ourselves inside the mall. In the end we saw each other at the escalator. So feeling2 drama jepun kononnye.

Besides hugging and kisses after 2 weeks plus of not seeing each other, he gave me a gift of chocs.. Aww.. Supposingly there's a flower attached to it but he explained that the flower had been crushed by the MRT sliding door. Hahaha.. Well I dont expect that. But its funny.

So we watched Jennifer's body and off to meet dad at Pioneer. Yes he spent the night at my place for conservative 3 days 2 nights. Best or wat! Plus Big bro and Irna joined in too. Perfect family potrait.

First day, (Friday night),

Waited for Big bro and had supper at singgah Selalu. Big feast I must say and Iran had to finish most of the food and he's damn bloated I tell you. Kesian but good la biar gemok!

Head home, the parents slept upstairs with Razif while the couple slept altogether in the hall. Mcm da kawin gituk eh visit mak bapak.

2nd Day, (Saturday),

Woke up early, helped mum to prepare the food and got ready for SWIMMING at the waterfall. Cold or wat. I was literally shivering the whole time. I'm so tired to explain in details. Let the pictures talk.

Afterwhich we proceed for shopping at Pasar Pandan and supper. Again, Iran had to finish most of the food. Walked around and my eyes do caught few stuff to buy but then again I will always say another day.

3rd day (Sunday),

Had breakfast at home. Well Iran and me had to cook for them. So after that, went to Aeon and to KipMart. Lastly had supper near my place.

At 12am, Big bro, Irna and Iran went back home while I stay. Urgh I miss Jurong seriously! I miss my bedroom and those walls. It was a nice gathering and happy happy days.

So well got to go now. Till again when I'm not lazy..

Btw I hate my hair cos its getting longer and thick and boringly black. I miss my life, how I used to be back then. How I was being really myself, dont care about others as to what I want to do with my hair, fashion or whatsoever. Sadly, I hate looking at my old pics. I was thin. Now I gained weight like wtf la. I hate to complained about being fat and all. But lately I know how weight do have an impact. No wonder most girls always complained. I know how you guys feel. I feel you.

Good bye.